Unedited from original post. I have not had a chance to re-read this one yet.
Okay, I’m just going to write about this most recent dream and finish writing the rest of the first one later. I was in a kitchen. I know it was the kitchen of wherever I was living, but it wasn’t any where I’d actually lived in real life before. I remember the walls and light had a yellow-ey color. There was a woman in the room right next to the kitchen. She was my guest and was staying with me here for a few days, but I didn’t know her very well. I don’t remember why she was there or how I knew her. Apparently I didn’t know in the dream, either, because when we were chatting somehow it came up that her name was Rainbow. I had an early childhood friend (in real life) whose name is Rainbow (in case it interests you, my name was originally supposed to be Rainbow but my mom’s friend had her baby first and stole the name.), but I’ve heard that she prefers to be called Roxanne instead. Surprised to hear of another person whose name was Rainbow, I asked the young woman if she ever went by the name of Roxanne. She said yes, and we were both really surprised to find out that we already knew each other. I was especially surprised because the woman in my dream didn’t look anything like the real-life Rainbow. Real-life Rainbow has white skin, freckles, and long reddish-brown hair. But this lady was a very light-skinned African American who had the face of my friend I.M. (I don’t want to give her real name), and the body of V.B.. She was the right age to be real-life Rainbow and she was my height or taller. So she was a really weird mix of a number of different women I know :s. Then out of nowhere she very casually (almost in a bored way) said “O.K.”. The next thing I know, she’s standing pressed up against the wall, completely naked except for some black high-heeled leather boots. I’m fully dressed but on my knees in front of her with my face shoved up between her pussy lips. Her pussy lips were HUGE. Just the labia around her clitoris was enough to engulf my entire lower face from my lips down. I was suckling her intensely, almost like a dog, and she stood there moaning, occasionally taking hold of my the sides of my face and shoving it one way or another. It was so emotionally complicated- I didn’t know what to think. On one level I sensed that she wasn’t really even interested in doing any of this. It seemed like she just did it because she was so used to fucking around that she was just in the habit of agreeing to sex at every opportunity- whether she actually wanted it or not. It seemed like she maybe was even feeling a little resentful about it. I knew she wouldn’t say anything like that, though. What made things even worse was that I felt like the only reason I was sucking at her clit was because I wanted to give her pleasure- I wasn’t doing it for myself. So why was I doing this if it was really just making her feel used? It was frustrating and confusing because SHE was the one who initiated the whole encounter to begin with. Anyways, those confusing thoughts got pushed aside because I had started to finger her instead of sucking. It must not have been stimulating for her, because she hardly reacted at all. So I tried fingering her harder, and with more fingers, but suddenly all four of my fingers slipped in without any resistance. I was surprised, but by that point I could feel that her vagina was really cavernous, so I put my whole hand inside. Not even that was big enough to fill her. I could see her looking disappointed and slightly embarrassed, so she very quickly brought me up off the floor and very dominantly rushed us to get dressed and go outside. All of a sudden we were at a park. The sun was almost setting and had that golden “magic hour” lighting. I was on one side of a chain-link fence (I think it was for a baseball field), and she was on the other side about thirty feet away in the middle of the grass. There was a white, brown-haired, 30-something year old man there with her. He looked like he was a stereotypical “dad” figure, and I thought he was probably the head of the neighborhood kid’s baseball team. She was naked again and on her knees, sucking on his cock and exposing her ass to me. I had a long, smooth pole. It reminded me of a billiard ball stick or an extremely long baseball bat. At the end of the pole was a GIANT dildo about the size of a watermelon. The dildo was made of a very squishy synthetic material (I think it’s called silicone? But isn’t silicone hard?)